I Be Back.

I have returned from my journey. It was pretty great.

Merry Christmas (to Alisa, I will call you ASAP)

This Life is so Confusing.

I am silver and exact. I have no preconceptions.
What ever you see I swallow immediately
Just as it is, unmisted by love or dislike.

I am not cruel, only truthful---
The eye of a little god, four-cornered.

Most of the time I meditate on the opposite wall.
It is pink, with speckles. I have looked at it so long

I think it is a part of my heart. But it flickers.
Faces and darkness separate us over and over.

Now I am a lake. A woman bends over me,
Searching my reaches for what she really is.

Then she turns to those liars, the candles or the moon.
I see her back, and reflect it faithfully.
She rewards me with tears and an agitation of hands.

I am important to her. She comes and goes.
Each morning it is her face that replaces the darkness.

In me she has drowned a young girl, and in me an old woman
Rises toward her day after day, like a terrible fish.

Mirror- Sylvia Plath

Life, Eh?

My legs and feet have joined the rest of my body in the war against Maria.

A week from today I will be in Puerto Rico. I'm spending Christmas over there with my godmother. I'm probably really looking forward to this trip. I've even marked it on my calendar with a sticker.


I've been seriously pondering as to whether or not I should just shave off all of my hair and start anew. The only thing restraining me from doing this is I have no idea what shape my head is underneath all of my hair. What if I have an oddly shaped head? That would be pretty awkward. So I should probably keep my hair on for now.

God, I Loved Having Red Hair.

I've been under a lot of stress, lately. I've probably made this pretty obvious to most of the people. I'm not depressed, not even close. I'm very tired and stressed out. I just want to say I'm sorry if I've been angry or annoyed at you and snapping at you even when you haven't done anything to deserve such treatment. But I ask you but one thing, please be understanding. Don't get upset with me if I say something mean or bitchy. I know this doesn't make it all right for me to say crappy things to you but I probably don't mean a word of it.

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