Missing

Exams are over. School's over. One down, three (?) to go.

Under regular circumstances, it's hard to compare your feelings for one person to your feelings for another. It all becomes clear when you say goodbye. It was rather surprising to me at how hard it was for me to let go of people I wasn't even aware I cared for and vice versa.

And then there were my friends. Those people I care for above all the rest. I didn't realize just how hard it would be for me to let go of them. To come to terms with the fact that I wouldn't see them every day. I almost took some of them for granted sometimes. I love them so much, and I only realized this after I said goodbye. I want to say to them now that I already miss them so much and I'm sorry for anything I ever did to hurt them or upset them.

I love you.